How do I tell him I lied and lied a thousand more times? How do I tell him I feel as if I am bucket with a hole in it? That the things that used to make me laugh now angers me and the smiles are fake as a $3 bill. What if it is […]

It is not like me to get mad at someone else for having something that I want. I mean I support everyone and do not wish ill on a soul, because I believed I will get what I want one day. But when life keep handing you lemons and salt to pour on your open […]

I have been with my husband for 8 years and we have been married for 3. All the times I have made my husband mad, he has never physically retaliated against me. He normally punches the wall or throws something. But yesterday was something different, something I never expected, something a little freighting. When my […]

One day I want to go to a fine China shop and break everything. Why you may ask, to watch it shatter and as the ceramics, crystal and glass breaks. I want all my anger, doubts, fears, and hurt to shatter with it. To hold something precious in your hand and not trying to break […]

Today while in church I witnessed pure love and that made me think back to the first I you ever experienced pure love. You know that love that has no hidden agenda just loving you for you all that you are and not? I experienced it once when I was younger and it came from […]

> I am not picking on anyone and I am not saying everyone does this. But, for some strange reason when I talk to some people my age these dumb ass idiots be talking about they love fucking without a condom or even asking to see the other persons test results ,like everything can show […]

This is a something small I would like to write about my uncle and my father. The man I called daddy is not my real father he is the man that stepped into the position when the first man dropped the damn ball. My Biological father is a homosexual that wanted to try and pretend […]